Week 9 was a good example of how one can attract difficulties having only the best intentions.
Sometimes even the most insightful and valuable lessons can create confusion and pressure when they are gulped down in great quantities and end up as a mess of words and ideas, too tangled up to be processed healthily.
I wanted to sow clearmindedness and reaped disarray.
I wanted to sow attentiveness and reaped inconsistency of thought.
It is time for a break – at least that is certain.